Right in the feels!
It’s actually a good thing. Because saying that I’m not part of this makes me both quietly furious and justifies my feelings of alienation - which Is what I need. I don’t need to be part of your “they.”
Trying to for so long has been exhausting and I’m glad I no longer feel the need to try.
I was starving and I knew I wouldn’t find anything before I starved to death, so I wanted to jump off a building and Danny told me not to and then we went to Cherno and I was going to run to a place where I knew there might be food but Danny said there was a place that wasn’t looted and I went there instead and then I passed out and died and he found food where I would have gone had I just LISTENED TO MYSELF.
THIS GAME IS GOING TO TEAR US APART.
One day I’m going to write about how awful you all are and how awful y’all have been, but first I’m going to sleep.
Also hello Tumblr. I miss you. I’ll be back soon.
Stuff’s cool, yo.